Once I encountered a person on social media, astute
and prudent in literature world, quite aged and gentle too. Because of his age
and stature, I couldn’t guess that he might perceive me “in a different way”. It’s
not a new phenomenon in virtual world that people, especially men across all
age group, develop certain non-platonic feelings, though for a very short time,
towards the girls/women. But for me he
was a Surprise since I knew him as a writer since a long time but never had any
communication.
That particular day, suddenly he asked me to be a part
of his upcoming journal and that’s how we got connected. And then a bag of
insanity spilled before me. He wrote so many poems on me and my attitudes...blah
blah, blah
Honestly at first it was interesting. But soon I
realised what was happening....
I became serious and decided to put a full stop...but I
didn’t want to blame him either as I felt, probably I went wrong somewhere....I
don’t know if it was correct or not, but I handled it that way that time. Here
is the poem I wrote in that particular time....
It started with a Journal...
I wonder where it
went abnormal...
It suddenly became
so poetic
Giving me little
time to think right
I enjoyed the flow,
every bit
As I felt the
verses came out from a loving heart
Was it because of
my weakness to lyrical words?
That made me not
realise, I was wrongly judged?
My stupidity is
unpardonable
As I allowed things
to invade to my personal level
My intentions were
never wrong
And I feel, the
person on other side too couldn’t be blamed
Probably it’s my
mistake that left me felt hurt
Being judged
inappropriately by a gentleman, prudent and astute?
Dear Sir, honestly
I loved your poetic words
All I wanted to
grow in loving care of your world
To be a poet and writer
which I aspire
To have my
deserving space in the Universe of my share
I was upset but I
feel you too was hurt
I take all
responsibility, of this incident, ended up abrupt
I believe, you are
not one among those who haunt for girls
To converse
inappropriately filthy and dirt
May be your
emotions were quite honest and fair
But maybe I am not
a girl to be blessed with such care
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